the greenhouse elements of my growth
As you know, growth is my Thing. Here’s a thing I love about my own process of growth throughout my entire lifetime - every cycle of expansion feels like the biggest. I suppose in a way it is, given that I arrive to other side of it, bigger. There’s also a way it isn’t, in that every cycle included growth elements and experiences I didn’t know if I could handle. Isn’t that basically what growth is? Us saying, I don’t know if I can handle this. And then saying, oh shit, look at that, I did. And then getting to have at least a minute of feeling like a goddam superhero. And then jumping into the next cycle, which for me really does begin about one minute after the last one, for good or for bad. Believe me, sometimes I think it’s 🙄🙄🙄. And I do have choice. But I’ve accepted that it’s truly my nature to do it this way.
I am coming out of the biggest cycle of expansion I have ever experienced. And all I’m saying with that is, it’s the one I’ve been in recently. There has been something of this one that has had me looking back at it to understand the components. A bit of wonder, looking down into myself, how did this happen?? I don’t think this is actually an entirely answerable question, but here’s what I can identify.
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